My Journey having a child with autism | My Visitation with Jesus: what He said to me

Good morning family I have another video for you um this one this one I've not wanted to do uh but uh I need to so here you go um it's this is this has been something that you know everybody wants to know about Brandon about me about my life about what I've been through and things like that and I'm just going to give you a little bit of it you know um I'm trying to think of how it even start started start it you know there's so much pain there's so much stuff and uh I struggle a lot talking about it so uh here you go my little girl back whenever she was uh 18 months old we were we there was a bad flu epidemic going around and so a lot of people from the church were encouraging us that uh to get the flu shot you need to get the flu shot and so we talked to our doctor at the hospital and everything that we were there and they were pushing vaccinations really hard and they said oh yeah it's definitely you could be hospitalized for this and everything and so she was 18 months old and she was already being developing uh her abgar scores were okay everything was okay she was already starting to do little s little words little things here and there her eye contact everything was normal we went in and got the vaccination and um we went home that night and my baby was uh screaming and things were really different she started running really high fever and um within about a week her whole mind changed everything changed she uh lost all verbal communication her bowels stopped moving her stomach swelled up like a beach ball she stopped eating she went into this bubble she cried all the time continuously from the time she got up to the time she went to bed she cried she hummed she made weird noises and she rocked I can honestly tell you I we didn't know what was going on and so uh we went back and we called the doctor and we said uh there's a problem she said okay we'll come in and um uh we'll we'll I'll examine her and see what's going on she goes well you know some kids just have reactions sometimes to shots so don't worry about it she'll come out of it don't worry about it no she didn't come out of it weeks went by she got worse things were so bad that she would only two sleep 2 hours a night she'd be up I got two hours of sleep at night for months she kept me up all night long and I would sit in the rocking chair and just cry myself to sleep just holding her and she I'd find her in there just uh screaming and it was it was awful I had to go to work the next day and I'd fall asleep at work because I couldn't uh function I was so tired my wife was going through literal hell whenever I was at work uh with her uh throwing fits and Tantrums and all the things and it went on and on and on and finally we went up to the doctor and we said there's something bad that's happened and we need to know what's going on with our daughter and um she just kind of poo pooed us off like you know well she'll come out of it we got a certified letter in the mail telling us not to come back to the doctor she fired us as patients she blamed it on us uh being late for our appointments too many times she told us not to come back we tried to get a hold of the office and she wouldn't respond or talk to us anymore it was it was it was uh a total abandonment we didn't know what to do we were in our 20s when this happened so we told family and friends what had happened and so everybody was like wow this is crazy you know people kind of you know they're like you need to hire an attorney and all the stuff and I said I'm not we're not doing all that I need to have more wisdom well um the process kept happening the process kept happening years goes by and um I kept standing by faith and believe that everything was going to be okay you know I wouldn't allow anybody to speak any negative around us I kind of we just closed oursel off she started then uh pulling all the stuff out of the drawers in our kitchen she would take everything from the from one covered and put it in the bathroom you never knew where something was going to be she started playing with her feces on a day-to-day basis she would walk up and down the halls and rub all her feces down Hall she would wipe feces all over our couch she would she would play with it continually um on top of not sleeping on top of everything she would not eat she would cry continually we couldn't go inside any stores we couldn't go anywhere with her because of how bad her behavior was so we started seeking uh help trying to um figure out what to do so people started telling us um we believe there's something you know seriously going on with your daughter but we're going to have to do a lot of testing all this to say they labeled her as severely autistic the they it was like the biggest Sucker Punch I can ever tell I didn't know what to do and all I could do that time because of my faith and where I believe where God was just to keep standing they told us she would never talk she will never have a normal life she would always be in diapers probably because of how bad she was forever uh to prepare for the worst all the things family and friends didn't really know what to do with it everybody started to say it was a devil you need to go get the devil's cast out of your little girl so we went to a big Ministry down in Dallas to go get these Devils out of her because of this disorder called autism that they said she needed Deliverance so we went down and paid a Ministry $500 to cast The Devils out of her because we were we were all so new at this got uh ripped off basically scammed and um tried to everybody has a cure for it spent thousands and thousands and thousands of dollars everything we could on credit cards to try to get her help to get because everybody had a cure everybody could help her everybody could do this you listen to all these to these uh people on the internet and you're Googling and you're Googling trying to find the answer to help you to you help your child who's just absolutely in this weird bubble and you're trying to figure out what happened how and they say you can do all these therapies and all this stuff and I'm still standing on the word but I will not allow anybody to say that she's autistic around me or I'd want to punch you in the face that's how angry I was at the circumstance because I didn't understand and I'm trying all the things that I have seen all the Miracles all the stuff uh prior to this uh traveling with big Ministries and seeing all this stuff and I'm believing God and I and it's like a total void of the Lord's voice like I said it was literal it felt like hell on Earth is what we were living through the pressure was horrendous uh and it was it was it wouldn't stop I we started therapy we started we started helping her with ABA therapy we started doing everything we could it was very expensive hundred and something dollars an hour and we would do that and we like I said we were just putting it on credit cards we'd get new credit cards and we'd balance it out they would give the 0% interest and I would I would Shuffle things around all we could to try to get her help and so we uh started doing Ava therapy and our church tried to help us out as much as they could you know giving us time off for whatever we needed for appointments uh doctor's appointments and all and I don't want to keep rambling over this I've always said I do not want pity I don't want pity for my life I'm not I'm not going to Waller in self-pity period I live by faith so one night I was at the sink and I was doing dishes and I was just fussing cuz the church was having a big party and they were having a big cookout and we couldn't go cuz we didn't have anybody to watch her and I was in there just fussing and fussing and fussing to the Lord just you know I said God do you not hear anything I pray where have you gone why am I still going through this is terrible all of a sudden I'm I'm in the kitchen and I'm I'm washing the dishes and Jesus comes in the room the presence of God was this is the first manifestation I can tell you that he I actually saw him it wasn't a vision he actually came into the kitchen with me the presence of God was so strong in the kitchen the manifested presence was so strong I turned around and I hit the floor because I couldn't stand in his presence I literally thought I was going to be melted like Wax the glory of God filled my kitchen my wife come around the corner cuz she can feel it too and she said oh my God what is this she said are you dying and I said no she says is he taking you what's going what's happening and she couldn't see Jesus but she could feel the presence of the Lord in our house and I said no baby I a Jesus is here and he spoke to me he said I've heard all your prayers trying to keep it together here he said no I' I've heard all your prayers he said according to your faith be it done unto you what do you really have need of brandan and I said Lord don't you know don't you know what I need I said I need my little girl to be healed he said according to your faith son be done unto you he said she will amend from this hour it's going to be a process he stood there for a little bit and he loved on me he said I've got to go I've got to go back to my father and all of a sudden he vanished the presence of God was so strong on me I didn't tell nobody other than my wife what he had said I stood the sink I got back up I shook it all off and I and I and I got up and I started washing the dishes again my wife came in and we start talking about what Jesus had said there was more to what he said but I'm not going to share that that's private this was on a Friday night I didn't didn't see nothing on Saturday I didn't see nothing on Sunday on Monday her teacher called her ABA therapist she said hey uh Brandon um what did you do to make him I said oh God what do you mean what happened what did she do he said she said no seriously what happened over the weekend there something happened and I said I don't know what you're talking about and she said well you need to explain to me how she's talking little sentences and she's Sayang little words she has a list of every she said she said so many different things today it's like a light switch is coming on and I said are you serious and she said yeah I said well this weekend on Su on Friday Jesus came Jesus came he told me all things are possible to him that believe and according to my faith be done unto me he said some other stuff to me she said well I don't know about all that but there's something that's changing inside your little girl Megan went from not seeing anything at all for years to being able to say little things and sleeping through the night it's been like a little pie a little a little thing we take a little piece all the time and we believe for that little slice she's 18 now and she's still overcoming there was a time back about 5 years ago that we had to give her eight xlax pills a day for her to have a valve Movement we took her to Billy Burke and Tulsa he was having a service and I'm going to show you the clip right here I'm going to I have the clip and I'm going to show you my son filmed it when he prayed for her is this your daughter sir bring her over she's making all the noise over there right what's going on with your daugh she got a flu vaccination she had a flu vaccination autism caused autism how long go this that I when she was three how old did she know 1 she's 13 you that night when she came home from that she had a bow movement on her own for the first time ever she started having valve movements every single day after we went to Tulsa and had that prayer service a miracle is a miracle even if it is a process our doctor our neuros psychologist told us you just need to move on and let her be a war of the state and let her go in and be raised in a home you kids are young enough that you can you can go on and have a normal life you need to let it go let her go he said to us he said I have never in all of my life ever seen any child as severely autistic as her ever come out like and live a normal life and he said and we said sir we believe Jesus is going to heal her all the way and we still do we're not giving up on her we believe that by his stripes she is healed he said you're living in a fairy tale land you need to let it go it is not going to happen he said I have never seen any child ever healed of anything of any Jesus or anything I'm telling you ever it's never happened I have literally done thousands and thousands and thousands of cases in my career and not one of them have come back and told me of a Jesus healing them and we said well we will be the first of anybody that has been in and come in here and tell you that's going to come back and tell you that Jesus Is A Healer we believed by faith all for over a year that my little girl was going to be potty trained we stood by faith we stood by faith and she's getting it now she's 18 it's been a process we believe by faith that she would eat normal Foods she would only eat McDonald's chicken nuggets and french fries every single day she would starve herself without it or mashed potatoes and gravy the textures finally she started eating normal Foods we got it to a point where she would eat anything we put in front of her now but it took years of Believing by faith for that because of how bad it was we believe that she would eat salads and then all of a sudden she started eating salads and eating greens and eating things that were healthy for her body what I'm trying to tell you is is sometimes the miracle is a process even if you don't see it overnight even if you don't see the full manifestation in a year that doesn't mean that God is still not doing a miracle in your life you know Noah was on the ark and he still had to have the Olive Branch he sent the he sent the dove out to get the to see if he could find land and the and the and the Dove came back with just an olive branch sometimes you got to have an olive branch faith that was his little miracle to know that the flood waters were receding and things were turning around you have to realize that sometimes you when you're believing for things it can just be an olive branch you can't just give up whenever you just get that Olive Branch and say well I don't see the land yet you've got to believe him even whenever the land is not there and there'll be waves that knock you down and you think I can't get back up again there'll be waves that keep hitting you and it keeps knocking you down but you've got to stand your ground when all there else to do is stand therefore and I'm telling you it's a process my little girl is still in the natural overcoming autism but I believe with all my heart that there will be a day that she's able to come on this camera and tell you that Jesus Christ is my healer I believe with all my heart the Lord said I want you to go and tell my people that I'm a Healer I said father I can't do it I said they'll think I'm a hypocrite for there I can't even bring her in public that much or take her into church because of her fits and things that she overcomes I said how can I tell people that you're a Healer because I'm still believing for the full manifestation of what you've told me to do he said Brandon my word is a pillar a pillar it is not moved by your daughter's circumstance it is not moved by uh her outcome of where she is right now I said by my stripes you are healed regardless and I don't need it the word does not need it's not validated it's your circumstance does not validate my word my valid my word validates itself preach the gospel son and do what I've called you to do he said this is a case of it bring it you whenever you see the manifestations around you and all the things that I'm going to do through you won't be able to get any you're going to be able to think in your mind it's not getting any of the credit you're not being able to take any of the glory because of what's going on in your life remember it's me that is the Healer it's not you do what I've called you to do I said I can't do it I can't do it he said Brandon you need to be obedient to what I've asked you to do go my grace is sufficient for you go do what I've called you to do I'm going to do great creative Miracles with you I said you've asked me to do something very hard how I said cuz my faith is so shaken by all that I see around me all the time he said do and be obedient I said how do you want me to do this over the years he's told me over and over again to start this channel to tell you all that he's a Healer and not be moved by my circumstances I'm not moved by what I see I'm not moved by what I feel I'm moved by what the word God says I'm just being real with you all I have prayed for people like I said I've told you about the testimonies about God healing them of cancers terminal diseases and it's happened a lot but whenever you feel and you lay your hands on your little girl time after time after again and that power that you feel flow into everybody else oh so freely and nothing happens for you it's very hard be it I still sand time and time again I've seen him help people he even helped my little granny it was 100 years old and she couldn't move her legs my granny came in my house after a long trip from Colorado and uh she couldn't move her legs real good God said lay hands on that her and um I'll heal her I said she's 100 years old he said I don't care so I laid hands on my granny and the power of God went inside of her legs and she said oo I feel hot she's baptized she said I feel heat in my leg oh that's hot and the power of God went all inside of her legs and she was completely healed that time completely healed that anointing every time she started that anointing every time she started feeling uh pain or hurting in her body she'd come over and let me pray for her at 102 103 104 105 and then 106 and she fell and her uh coming out of the baptism she broke her hip and my grandma couldn't take care of her so she said oh she going to a nursing home and the next day she said will you pray that I go home you were in the hospital and everybody was asking she wanted to go home so I came home and I said father granny don't want to go in the nursing home do you want to heal her hip or do you want her to go on at 106 years old the anointing keper the anointing keer and God took her home that night I come home and I started interceding I said father I thank you that you take her home and don't let her suffer don't make her go to nursing home Lord either heal her or take her home told about my granny I came home and I did a long intercession like how I always do just praying for people and the power of God she that night about 4: 5: in the morning whatever it was she smiled real big the day right before the day she's going to go into the nursing home because the hospital said she can't stay here anymore she smiled real big and took a last breath and went on home to Jesus that was at 106 years old but the anointing kept her going what I'm saying is is that I don't control it I don't pick and choose how it happens the Lord does he is control of that power when I pray for people they get healed I'm telling you it happens a lot uh headaches whatever it doesn't matter I'll be praying somebody in my little girls Gott so used to they com daddy pray for me and power God hits them wife everybody has an issue we pray I pray and it shifts that fast but my little girl my oldest pray for her it's like touching a cold stove and he says my grace is sufficient for you I don't get it I still don't get it but I don't question him what I learned is even whenever you don't understand why you're going through what you're going through stay on God's side stay on God's side never uh get complaining and cranky in your heart towards him always stay on the side he's a good God's a good God's a merciful god even whenever you don't understand it God's a merciful god and he's a faithful God a couple weeks ago was a couple months ago I got real cranky with him at that time whenever he telling me to do this YouTube channel again I told him I didn't want to do it he said are you going to obey me and do what I've asked you to do teach my people Faith teach my people healing he said I need you to do what I've asked you do you've been running I said Lord I'll do it I'll do it cuz I don't want to hear it no more so a couple weeks later go by couple months later go by and he come bring it up to my attention again so I'm just telling you all it's been a pro it's been a process for me to come on here and do any of this for you cuz uh I'm still living it I'm still living it uh my like I said she's 18 years old and she's still she still has her accidents but uh she's still nonverbal she don't talk she doesn't say she says little words she parrots it just like it was back whenever uh happened whenever she was like six years old whenever she got her full whenever I was at the sink and that all happened she's still able to do that but it's not able to carry a conversation on there's still a lot we're still overcoming here and like I said I'm not telling you all this for uh pity I'm telling you this because Jesus told me to tell you I'm just being real with you it's not something that is easy for me to tell I'm just telling you because you all need to know if he can use me he can use anybody I've had I have issues y'all everybody else want to know what my secrets are to seen and heavenlies and doing all what I have done I've had eight visitations from the Lord Jesus Christ like I'm telling you I don't say that to brag I'm telling all the glory belongs to Jesus has nothing to do with me and has everything to do with him I am nothing I am humbled before him I'm a servant I am broken y'all well that's my testimony about my little girl I just I wanted to be open and real with you all I'm going to do another video right now about uh all the other process of my life it is a Refiner's Fire and I hope you understand that if you want to walk in the greater glory if you want to walk in the presence of the Lord and do great things for him it does not happen overnight it is it is not a microwave this is a prepare meal a prepared meal that takes hours and I want to tell you this it is a process of the Refiner's Fire and people don't like that it's pressure and it and I'm going be real with you it sucks a lot it is a it is it's very painful there is a lot of you feel like you can't get up the next day spiritually you feel like you're drowning you feel that you can't get your next breath there's some days because of the Demonic pressure because of the ult because of things that have happened in my past that you go God I don't know if I'm going to be able to make it through this but he says stand up Soldier put your armor on Walk It Out be strong in the Lord in the power of His might you can do all things through Christ who strengthens you greater is he that is in you than he that is in the world A thousand shall fall at your side and 10,000 at your right hand but it will not come nigh you have to know the word and you know the truth and the truth will set you free Faith call those things that be not as though they were and you have to realize that sometimes the life will throw you lemons but you've got to learn how to make it into lemonade stand and know that Jesus is your answer he is your strong tower and you have to run to him and know that he's got your back even whenever the winds and the and all of the junk tries to knock you down he is able to bring you out of the pit if you believe him I'm telling you I still am still climbing out my stuff guys I'm still believing for a lot of stuff but I come on here to tell you the testimonies and to Fan your flame and to tell you don't give up Jesus is a great friend in a time of need he's Lord of your life he's faithful and he is able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that you dare ask or think God bless you all and thank you if you're still watching and uh I appreciate all your love and your compassion