My visitation with Jesus and what he told me about my daughter with special needs

Hey good morning family well I'm going to talk to you all about the time whenever Jesus woke me up in the middle of the night and uh and uh wanted and ministered to me um this was October or yeah it was around October or so of 2014 and um this experience forever changed my life and I and I just feel that in my heart when I first started out doing YouTube I tried to tell you all what he said and so I thought well I'm going to do it again because it gets buried with the algorithm and it gets buried at the bottom and nobody sees it for all these new faces that are here and I want to tell the people uh because this was an experience that I had with him that changed my life forever and so um here we go well it I was sleeping and all of a sudden I felt the tap on my shoulder on my right shoulder right here and I was just laying in bed you know on the side and I feel this wake up and I hear this wake up I'm talking like audibly wake up T touch me and I wake up and I looked over and Jesus was standing in my room I and most people say was this a vision no this was not a vision this was real I'm talking he manifested in my house and this was one of the only I've only had like two times that I've it's not been a v open-eyed Vision that I'm seeing Jesus this was a face- to-face experience that I had with him touching my shoulder and waking me up out of my sleep and I and it startled me so much when this happened that there was a man because I didn't recognize at the time whenever you're waking up out of a sleep and you're rubbing your eyes and you go and I look over and Jesus stand there and I feel his glory and all the presence and I'm thinking am I dying as my first re initial reaction was is I'm thinking I'm going home he's coming to get me but he said I've come to answer your prayers I've come to and I and I said I said' Lord I said what's happening what's going on and all of a sudden I look at my floor ladies and gentlemen my floor was alive and the glory of the Lord was so strong in my house that the floor was breathing and it looked there was a portal opened over in my floor and he I'm sitting on the edge of my bed I flip my feet out over my bed over the edge of my over my side of my bed and I'm sitting there and I'm looking at that portal below my feet Jesus is standing right here on my right hand right here right here where I'm s and he's looking and he's and I'm looking at this portal and the portal is alive and I can feel the air breathing it's blowing my hair blowing my you know and at that time I had a little bit more hair not like I have now and so the I could feel the breeze from the from the portal breathing it was moving and it was it was like a waterfall but the light was moving down and up and it was moving like a like kind of like a whirlpool and he said to me and at the and mind you my wife was sleeping next to me she never knew any of this happened she was out cold and I'm standing on the sitting on the edge and I said Lord what do you want me to do and he said I want you to jump I want you to jump inside that that that that portal and I saidou want me to jump he said Brandon trust me and I said trust you I looked at him I'm like cuz I'm this is all just happening so fast I'm just waking up out of a sleep and the this is shocking me so much inside you know if anybody I me I'm just saying if anybody was experiences it would it would mess with anybody I'm trust me Jesus is standing there and he's in a beautiful white robe he's standing there and his hair is Flowing because he's the air is moving his hair the from the portal and I said okay Lord and all of a sudden I took my body and I pushed myself off the B of the bed and I went straight down in that tunnel and we went and went and I was like you know like Mario Brothers you know when you played with the Nintendo you went into the tunnel it went and it trans put you to another part that's what it felt like and I went and I was and we all of a sudden when I jumped inside of that hole I was taken to the past and he was standing there and I was standing at a hospital where my wife and I uh we had our daughter Megan and he said Brandon he said I'm giving you a chance you've asked me and asked me and asked me and I hear the cries of your heart to go back in time if I you could just go back in time son you always ask me if I could just go back in time lord when the time happened when she got her thing in her arm if I could go back and stop that I could keep her from getting this severe autism I said Lord I've always said it and I IID clean the bathrooms of the church I go through the H the Halls just vacuuming I' do everything over and over and over just Lord if I could have just went back in time and warned myself that all this was going to happen and wreck my life the way it has if you could just give me the opportunity man if I could just tell myself not to do that Lord I if you know I just all my heart cry I said it all the time I literally I said it all the time man I wish I could have a redo man I wish I could have a redo and when he stood there he said I'm going to give you the time to go up and change the future I want you to go and tell yourself and I ran up the stairs it was on the fourth floor this doctor's office was on the fourth floor and I ran up the stairs of this uh doctor's office and I busted through the doors and I saw me at a younger age sitting there with my daughter and my wife they were getting ready to administer this thing and I said it was the shot I said stop just like that and I froze with the young me froze and I said stop and I told the nurse to stop because I saw me being old older and I said stop and I told him to stop don't do it don't do it and all of a sudden Jesus came and he said I want to show you the power of a choice I want to show you the power of what happens by a choice and he took his hand and he threw it open like this and he put a screen up in front of my face everything froze in time and before me Megan didn't get that shot but he painted all of this uh out all over from where I was from each time each time was painted all in front of me each year and he said Brandon I want to show you what happened by that by this choice and by what happened with this choice because I told him I said Lord I he you've called me to be a healing evangelist you've called me to lay hands on the sick how much I can't I can't go and pray for these people because I'll look like a hypocrite my own daughter's still overcoming I've laid hands on her probably close to a thousand times and I've never ever seen felt or are experien the anointing ever felt like it's going into her and I'm still supposed to go and I'm laying hands on these other people and I'm and I and I've always kept this private I would never tell anybody I wouldn't even let anybody speak the words out of their mouth autistic would not let anybody call her that if you did I would want to fight you that's how that's how strong of a it was to me because Faith calls those things that be not as though they were and you have what you say and I got off on a lot of things I wouldn't even let them the doctors want to diagnose her when they did cuz I was so upset about it cuz I didn't want them speaking out of their mouth cuz life and death is in the power of your tongue and I didn't want anybody saying it so I got off real flaky about it so I wouldn't even let nobody talk about I and I and I knew there was a serious issue with my kid because of what happened and I was afraid I was scared because of the diagnosis did not want them to speak anything out over my child I'm telling you all it was it was bondage and she would rock in the corner and scream at night all night long after it happened and I and I'm telling you it was literal hell on Earth for years before I would allow them to diagnose her and for her to get help with going to therapies and stuff because I was believe in God by faith and everything because I'm the big healing evangelist because all these prophecies that was given over my life so here I am the Lord's throw all this out in front of me and he said Brandon I want to show you what happens with Megan now pan is developing normal but you're not changing the pressure from her circumstance changes you it puts you through the Refiner's Fire and he told me he said Brandon I did not do this I did not cause her to be autistic but whatever the devil turns it does for bad I will turn it for good in your favor and no matter how bad the circumstance is I will always turn it for good in your favor whatever the devil meant for bad for you he said but he said I'm not the one that caused the autism it's a Fallen World things happen you know what I'm saying that's what I'm trying to tell you all that's the way he painted a picture to me but I want to say exactly what he said but it's been so long that I'm forgetting some of the words so you have to just bear with me here I'm telling I'm paying the picture of how Jesus told me okay so he painted the picture all in front of me and I went from year to year to year he said Brandon do you see right here he said you have a lot of anger issues that you're still overcoming and he said you were very verbally abusive to your wife which I was I belittled her a lot when I first got married I was I was young and stupid and I didn't handle myself like I should and he said because of this because of this right here he said it develops a wall between you and your wife over the course of time and Megan's developing normal but he said your wife leaves you right here and he pointed out the year which is nobody's business but it he told me she going to leave you right here and she takes your daughter and they move to Texas and he said and you see her every two weeks on the week you don't have full custody cuz she moves and she goes and lives with her mom and whenever this takes place he said you see her on the weekends and he said and here he said Diana gets remarried to another man and he showed me the man and he said this is when your wife gets remarried and he said then you become very bitter and angry because of the choices that you've made you're off track with your with your call and what I've called you to do because this is what's changing you this is what's changing you all this pressure from having a child of special needs is molding your character it's breaking you down it's making you pliable in my hands yes the pressure is not I did not um do it but I will use it does that make sense so the pressure of my daughter I saw every single year without having the pressure from this because she was not Chang she didn't have the autism anymore she became normal and she became in Elder and he said Brandon your son was never born your son that your that your wife has right now was never born and your daughter that will be born in the future will not be born and there is a call on her life for the Thousand Years for things that I'm going to do with a thousand years there's things that are set in motion that will not be put in motion because of choices he said you say that you've messed up your life and you can't be used now because of Megan but he said Brandon all things work together for good for those that love the Lord and are HS and are called according to his purpose you're not big enough to mess up your life you're not big enough to derail your life he said if you are right standing with me and you keep yourself in a right standing and seek me daily seek me Daily building your relationship with me he said I will take what the devil meant for bad and turn it for good in your favor he said the devil has not there's not enough power in hell to derail your call on your life son even with how bad you feel you've messed up with this I'll turn it around for good in your favor if you keep seeking me so I want to tell you this whenever he told me this I'm I see each year play out and before my face of even where I was up until that point with no my son wasn't born my do my no my youngest daughter wasn't born all these bad decisions that I had made and because of the pressure that I had having a child with special needs had molded me to what I am today and God took what the devil meant for bad and he turned it around for good in my favor because it molded me and created a better person out of me if you've never been a caretaker of somebody with special needs whenever they messing their s or having their cycle or going through the hell that I went through in the beginning the cry the tears that I cried she only slept two hours a night it was it was awful and that lasted for years and I and I would go to work and I would be so tired I'd fall asleep you know laying against the wall and I'd catch myself because I was so tired cleaning toilets and I wasn't barely making any money at all barely making it living on food stamps for years and I'm doing this and my wife is going and she's at home crying and I can't wait to get home I can't deal with this anymore cuz because Megan was so bad and she'd say can you come and relieve me and just get the car cuz we only had one car and drive her around just so she'll fall asleep while you're driving around cuz we didn't we couldn't even get her to fall asleep in the house because uh even clothes she didn't wear clothes for years because the touch of the clothing on her skin uh weirded her out and she'd have to take her clothes off and we and we she everybody thinking what is this kid just wearing a diaper we got her where she had wear a diaper around in public because uh because she would didn't even want to have a diaper on and so she'd walk try to be nude because she didn't want the texture of the diaper on so we had to get her to the point where she' just wear a diaper and we were ecstatic about that then we were ecstatic just to get some uh a t-shirt on her to get her to wear a t-shirt all day one of those big princess dresses we try to put one of those night gowns on her so she would walk around with a night gown on and it took us I think another year or so before we got her there and it was like all this time was pressure and it and it molds you and what happens with the diamond whenever that coal is under pressure it turn it's transformed into something so beautiful but without the pressure it would never transform into what it what it was supposed to be just like it is with the cat caterpillar you have a beautiful caterpillar in a cocoon and if you try and you remove that cocoon off of them before it's time and they don't have the strength that the butterfly has the strength the Monarch to push against that cocoon to make it will never develop to what it's supposed to develop the strength to fly the pressure of the Cocoon makes that that butterfly able to that that that caterpillar that turns into a butterfly it makes it into who it is and without that pressure on its life it will never be what it supposed to be because we think well we'll just remove that off of there but if you remove that pressure off there of him trying to fight to get out of that that cater pitar wouldn't be a beautiful monarch butterfly so a lot of times I see what people go through they think that that the storms of life are destroying them but yet they're they're they're making them into who they are the pressure of Life develops you into something great we think God can you remove this or that can you remove this can you remove that but he tells you today all things are possible to him that believe and not only that son I'm going to turn it around for good what the devil meant for bad I'm going to turn it for good in your favor that's what he's trying to tell you all don't always embrace it fight and resist it just like that cow pitters up there fighting and that butterflies going I want out of this I want out of this fight spiritually against it don't embrace it and coddle it resist it submit yourself therefore unto God resist the devil and he will flee but when Trials happen and things happen we fight against them and we won't let them stay but the but the process of the fight is what changes us a lot of times it's the word it's staying on the course and in this situation like the like I said God did not do this the Devil comes to kill steal and destroy but the Bible says that he's come that we might have life and life more abundantly but in this situation it's what I needed obviously to develop who I was a little bit more and whenever it was all over he preached me a sermon he encouraged me and told me there was a call on my life he told me that he was going to use me for Ministry he told me that that that that this pressure that I was going for going through at the time would subside that the storms of life would not always be there in the intensity of what it was then but that that but we would always go from glory to glory to glory and we mature and we were able to handle that pressure a little better yeah there's more pressure now than I've ever had before but it's different it's different because we're going from glory to glory and that Potter is putting his hand on that clay and he's molding us we have this treasure in Earth and vessels that the Excellency of the power will be known of him and not of us and if you think well I've derailed my life I was a bad person I murdered I raped I robbed I did whatever and God can't can't use me now or I was the victim of that that's what I'm trying to say you say I was the victim of a rape I was a victim of a of abusive husband I was a victim of a of sexually abused father or all these things and I'm disqualified God can't use me I'm broken what the devil meant for bad to destroy you got to turn it around in your favor what it meant for him to try to derail and destroy you he will make this he'll take turn the beauty from ashes and I'm telling you don't give up on what you believeing for because those circumstances and that pain is what's going to help you to help somebody else that's walk through the pain that's walking through it right now you'll be able to minister to somebody and have compassion on them when somebody else won't like somebody who's being diagnosed with something really bad and you were diagnosed with it and God healed you have more compassion for that person like I like I have for children special needs when you when I see child special needs in the store or whatever and I literally my spirit weeps for them with the compassion that I have towards families that are going through this and I pray for them I'm telling you and I have more compassion to pray for them than I have probably for anybody else because I've been through the pain and when you walk through the pain of something you're able to usually help somebody else that's going through it because you've been there you've cried those tears you've you've held your head up through the storm and you can say to them hey you can make it too and you may be going through the storm and thinking man I don't know how I'm going to get through this I don't know how I'm going to breathe another minute there was days I wanted to ride my car off the side of a bridge I wanted to I didn't care if I if I got hit by a train that's how much pain I was going through on the way to work oh when on the way home cuz I knew what I was facing when I got there but I fought through it because I knew that God had a plan for my life but I'm talking about the darkest at the bottom of the pit and you're thinking I don't think I'm going to make this there was days that they were that dark I'm just being real with y'all there you may not want to hear that but it's real it's is raw it's real and you need to hear it that there was days that I thought cleaning and you didn't have enough money to buy a gallon of milk and you're thinking God I don't know how I'm going to make it I don't know how those days whenever you're crying yourself to sleep and nobody around you cares nobody around you was praying for you felt like you're all alone that's why I felt like a lot of times I go to work being there in my bathrooms by myself cleaning hear my wife cry calling on the phone crying I need your help pray for me I'm having a hard day of Megan I need you this I need you that and I'm I'm having a hard time myself I'm trying to pick myself up with this and you think inside you think inside but God but God but God I had all my hope my hope is built in nothing less than Jesus's blood and his righteousness I believe with all my heart that by the stripes of Jesus Megan is healed and in the process of believing for the full manifestation sometimes it's a process but a miracle is a miracle even if it's if it's it's uh day to day if you're seeing change it's still a miracle Jesus sometimes it's a it's a progressive thing sometimes I've seen it in my own life and I've still believe and I'm still standing and people say well shouldn't you have your full manifestation yet I gave up on trying to sit there and figure things out I trust him I trust him in him I TR trust him with all my heart all my mind all my soul and all my strength and I and I and I lean not unto my own understanding I lean not unto my own understand but all thy ways acknowledge Him and He said you direct your path I lean not unto my own understanding because I have a thousand one things why I you can get upset about it and say Lord do you hear my prayers Do Lord where are you at why have I the full manifestation of this is not happen yet why is she still not talking why is she still uh doing this why is she still doing that but I say I trust you father not my will but yours be done when the manifestation comes father with the full manifestation God we give you all the glory all honor and all the praise regardless I choose to worship you I choose to worship you and that's where we remain concerning these things and I always complain like I said I can't go out and lay hands on these people I can't do all this stuff and the Lord said Brandon Megan does not validate my word in the manifestation of her healing my word validates itself it's a pillar and it stands alone I don't need Megan's full manifestation for you to have the full manifestation for you to go out and tell people that I'm a Healer and lay hands on people and see them recover my word is enough my word is enough I don't need you to have a full manifestation of something for you to do in Obedience of what I've called you to do what I called you to do and don't worry about the rest my word is a pillar when he said by my stripes you are healed in Galatians 313 Christ redeemed me from the curse of the law and he told me he said that's the foundation regardless I'm not moved by what I see I'm not moved by what I feel I'm moved by what the word of God says so back to what I was saying when I went right before when I'm taken out of my body and I'm standing at the at the hospital in this portal I went through all this stuff and he's doing all this I could feel the I could feel the sun I could feel the I could see the screen all of it and he said this is what he said to me he said go back and give your daughter a hug and love on her and thank her right now for everything that you what's going on with your life thank her don't don't curse it anymore than thank the thank just stay in an atmosphere of Praise not towards her but towards me change the complaining CU I was complaining all the time I complaining about I don't like being I don't want to raise this I don't want to do that I don't I was always M mingle my mouth was terrible speaking things out of my mouth I don't want to do this anymore I don't want to live this anymore and I got to the point I said thank you Father thank you thank you and then I got home and I held Megan I said Megan I love you I just want to tell you I love you and Daddy sorry that I didn't hear him right but thank you your life is changing me the Lord through you Megan is Chang in your daddy that was hard the Lord through you the Lord through you is changing a man that needed help and I'm sorry I had to like be like this but I but I thank you for your life and I pray for you and it's going to get better but all things work together for good for those that love the Lord and some people may not want to hear that but sometimes people need to hear reality is whenever you're going through something and the storm the storms of life is trying to knock you down that you got to keep on keeping on and you believe that all things are possible to him that believes and that Jesus is the Healer still today yesterday today and forever and the same God that healed the sick back then is healing the sick today and you cannot give up on what you're believing for do not give up on your unsaved loved ones do not give up on your on your unhealed ones that don't have the full manifestation of what they're believing for and some people say well they died they never got it well why didn't they get it over here on this side I can't answer those questions I' I've seen people that I've been praying for and they don't get the full manifestation on this side and people are devastated by it and they say well God didn't love us God didn't do that no God always stay on God's side no matter if you don't understand why you're going through what you're going through stay on God's side always see God as a good God always no matter how hard the trial no matter how much the pain always stay on God's side always praise God always worship God through the storms of life and in that it becomes beautiful it will change you not because not because it's not the truth it's because of the truth God's truth God is God is love God loves you and yeah things happen and things that are hard happen and if I would have heard the voice of the Lord not to get that and do that I'd have been a real Rascal still for what I saw but it was the pressure that changed me could he used another kind of pressure I'm sure he could have but he it was it was an illustration of what he showed me about me and if anybody knew who I was back then I'm not that same person anymore he died a long time ago that person died a long time ago he's not alive like that no more I had a lot of issues and the Lord has Mo molded me and he has made me into who I am today that is able to stand before you all and do what I'm doing today I guess but I just wanted to minister to you a little bit and to tell you don't give up on your circumstance and that you're not big enough to mess your life up you're not big enough no matter how much you think well I was in prison for 20 years well I was doing this I've done that you're not big enough to mess your life up the steps of the righteous are ordered of the Lord the steps of the righteous are ordered of the Lord and whatever the devil meant for bad the Lord will turn it around for good in your favor remember that today and you've got to trust that he will all in all thy ways trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not unto your understanding but in all thy ways acknowledge him and he said he would direct your path so let me ENC let me pray for you all today that's what I had now if you don't agree with what I said that's fine put on a shelf but this is my life and I'm telling you what I've walked and so you know everybody's in into what everybody is learning through their what whatever the Lord's had for them but I'm trying to tell you all what I've learned from and how I'm I'm growing and how we're all work in progress we're all work in progress so father I thank you Father for every single person is represented here today I thank you Father for your visitting ations and manifestations of your glory I thank you Father that no weapon formed against us would Prosper I thank you Father that that that that you said in your word that father that you have a plan for us and you have a path for us and that father that we will find it father by seeking you daily we will find it and you said that you it you beloved wish above all things that you prosper and be in health even as your soul prospers how much more how much more father that you are the great Creator you're the great you're the great father that you are that you have that beautiful plan planned out for every single one of us and it's not to harm us it's not to hurt us and if the devil tries to throw a big log in our path and we stumble on it the father that you'll turn that into toothpicks that we can pick our teeth with I don't know father I just know that you're so faithful I know father that you're you will all have you have a plan for each and every single person here and that God as long as we have air and breath in our lungs and we have Praise on our lips I thank you Father that we praise you even in the storms we even Praise You In the storms We Praise You In the good times we praise you in the Hard Times We Praise You In the times that we feel like we're not going to make it out of it we praise you when things are so easy and we learn to praise you in all areas of our life not just in the good but God we praise you even greater in the dark times and we say God is faithful and God is able to Deliver Us from this Darkness God has done it and we will receive it now God I speak to Healing over their bodies every single person who's believing for a St a creative miracle from the top of their head from their from kind of um something that seemed to be that will Linger on forever there's always in suddenly there's always a time whenever the manifestation of what you're believing for manifests and I believe that today is their day for their Deliverance I believe that today it's like he told me when I was in Church a couple weeks ago he said Brandon why don't you believe in me for now Faith is the substance of things hoped for and evidence of Things Not Seen now is never lose your now never lose your now I believe for now is the healing over my daughter Megan not in the tomorrow I believe for now always keep your now so father I thank you for now they are healed now they're Deliverance is now you've you've set them free from this that the end suddenly is happening now that the manifestation of what they're believing for is happening now I thank you Father it's not in the sweep by and by it's not tomorrow it's not the next day Faith calls those things that be not as though they were now and we thank you Father for your healing and demonstrations and your manifestations of the glory we thank you Lord that you're the deliver we thank you Lord that there's no weapon formed against us that would Prosper I plead the blood of Jesus Christ over every single one of them over their marriages over their homes over their children over their unsaved loved ones everything that they have need of Father we thank you Lord that with this is the time and this is the hour for exceedingly abundantly above all that we dare ask or think we're believing you for big we're believing you for what the doctor said is impossible and you're going to turn it around for good father so we give you praise and for we give you praise for it we give you glory for it and we thank you Father that today is the day that you have made and we'll rejoice and be glad in it no matter how dark our hour seems father this is the day that the Lord has made and we will rejoice and be glad in it every single one of us we rejoice and be glad in it father I thank you for it in Jesus name that's where you got to stay all y'all is being rejoicing and again I say rejoice in the lord always and again I say rejoice God is faithful and he's able to do exceedingly abundantly above all that you dare ask or think well if that you like this video today I know it was kind of a different one but I but I but I felt it was on my heart to tell you more about my life more of my journey what we've walked 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