God Uses Imperfect People: My Journey

Hey good morning family I have another video I'm going to do for you here um a lot of people are wanting to know hey how do you hear God the way you do uh and they want to know how I've had the visitations they want to understand more about me and everything I'm going to tell you this right now I am nothing special you know what why the Lord has chosen to do what he's done in my life I have no idea I haven't done any kind of any kind of real Supernatural prayer you know compared to anybody else you know I've been obedient I can tell you that when he tells me to do something I'm quick to obey I do not I try to at least like for the last video I told you about being hesitant of coming on here and telling you things on YouTube is because I had a gaping wound and I didn't want to I didn't want to come and expose that to everybody you know I've been a very private person I'm very reclusive I do not um I do not I have a lot of friends I do not try to be real social even with my family even my family thinks I'm kind of strange you know as far as my mom and my dad and my brothers and sisters um I'm just I'm just been really different that's the way I've been a lot in my life you know I pray a lot I uh I have a very unique relationship with the Lord as far as the way I look at him and the way I talk you know I'll say that much it all started whenever I was a little boy um I um had bad learning disabilities all through school I couldn't read I couldn't write very well I couldn't spell I couldn't do math I went through uh school and special ed programs my whole entire life people made fun of me a lot I got bullied every day at school sped on pushed down picked on all day long I would come home and cry myself to sleep because of being bullied all the time and so um I got up into my high school years I still couldn't read very well I still couldn't write very well I couldn't do math so the principal came to my mom and she said you know um some kids are just probably going to be uh like bricklayers she goes your son really has a hard time he's making zeros to school he's not able to keep up and so I would uh try to encourage you to just pull him out of school and let him um get a trade let him go ahead and just work and with his hands and go on with his life he's he's not passing any classes he's funking out so you know we would just you know I'm I hate to say this but I would just encourage you to just go ahead and let him just get a full-time job and go on with his life so I dropped out of school and I started sacking groceries I sat groceries for three years prophecy after prophecy after prophecy was spoken over my life that God had a call on me to do something big I didn't know how to implement it my mom and dad were going to Bible school at the time so they were going to Bible school and I was trying to get my GED I thought well maybe I can get my GED I couldn't do my GED I went and tried to do the test and I failed uh so I gave up and I just started working and worked really hard I started learning I started listening to tapes from Ministries I got a tape player I listened to Ministries all day long feeding on the word of God feeding on the word of God listening to Kenneth Hagin and I know some people don't like Kenneth Hagin I don't care what you think let me tell you that right there that's a bold I'm going to be with you I do not care what you think about Kenneth Hagin he changed my life he taught me everything I know so keep your comments to yourself in the comment section if you do uh root things and you say talk trash about him I'll ban you immediately there's no tolerance for it So I listened to him over and over and over and over and over again uh Kenneth Hagin found these Ministries I started listening to the word I fed on the word I fed on the word I fed on the word and um I started the Lord started imparting me I started fasting lord said I want you to start fasting every other day of your life so I did this as a teenager I started fasting every other day of my life I did this for years I prayed I fast I would I would I would start fasting it's when the sun came up all the way to the sun came down I ate dinner and that's what I did as a young man I would spend hours and I and I kid you not praying in the spirit uh praying in tongues praying in the spirit and reading my Bible listening to sermons so then I got a job I was offered a job I've made some friends and they said we want you to come and work in the ministry for us I thought wow here's my opportunity to preach because I was I was 18 years old and I was excited I got my first job God opened the door for me and so I started uh cleaning bathrooms and I started cleaning the Lord said I want you to do that so I started cleaning for a mega Minister's house started taking care of stuff for them started cleaning their cars started doing this and I started learning and I listened to him preaching I started listening following Ministries doing it I went over and over and over just doing this praying in the spirit learning so the Lord spoke to us to move to where we are now and I thought man this is my opportunity I was I was 20 21 years old I thought man we just got married I just got married and I had a prophecy over my life you're going to find your wife you're going to get married you're going to get married in a short amount of time so we got married and uh I had my wife got married boom so I thought man what's going we're going to we're going to move and my mom and my dad moved to where they are and they started to Boys Ranch they started helping out with uh fatherless children and they started doing a Boys Ranch and we started volunteering and helping out there and helping out and trying to help these troubled young teenagers so we did that for a while for about a year or two and the Lord put us out of church we started doing uh Ministry at the church doing I was cleaning there and I thought man I'm going to have the opportunity to preach now lo and behold the pastor didn't like me that much because I preached uh two charismatic for him so he said no you can clean you'll probably never preach here and I thought well you know you're going to change your mind I'm going to pray and fast and God's going to change your mind so the Lord said Brandon I want you just to be an armor Bearer you pray for the pasture here and I want you just to keep being here and praying so I just kept cleaning clean 90 toilets three times a week every single time I'm in there clean out griping in my heart God you called me to the ministry how am I going to do anything if I'm in here cleaning these toilets what are you going to do with my life what are you going to do anything with me so I just kept cleaning the bathrooms cleaning the bathrooms cleaning all the floors doing everything and I go in there hey will you let me do uh do a preach or do anything no you're I'm Brandon you're you are a janitor that's what you're going to do you're not called to preach we don't feel that about you clean man I but I know God's called me to preach I'd say no that's not what we feel so I keep cleaning keep cleaning Lord give me a word I hear a word hey I want you to go warn the pastor the judgment's coming on him you go tell him what I'm telling you say I said they're going to fire me Lord I can't go in there and tell him that he didn't act like he don't like me that much anyway are you going to be obedient to me are you going to do are you going to uh be fearful of man I said oh man okay so I'm standing in the back of the hall by his office on a Sunday night after church lightning striking and you could hear the storm blowing over there was actual storm happening so I knock on his door he goes come in what can I help you with I said the Lord has a word for you so I gave him this word I thought I had hit him with it with a with just punching him you know that's how strong the word was that the Lord had for me to give to him I thought he's going to fire me right then he didn't fire me I think he was shocked because I came in there with such boldness because I'm just the cleaner and so um that's how it started I started obeying him on hard words I started obeying him whenever he told me to do something really hard and then he started giving me more to do he said do this so then and I'd be praying he said I want you to go across town and give that Pastor over across town a word about uh about the there's three witches that are after his life trying to kill him right now and he's in the hospital fighting for his life and I want you to go and give him a word I said are you serious I said Lord they don't know me how am I going to are you going to do it or you're not so and I said yeah sure I'll do it so I got me and my little baby at the time I put the baby on my hip and walked in through the doors I said I have a word for you for your pastor the lady said I'm the secretary what is the word I said well your pastor is sick and he's dying because of these witches casting spells on him and I come to tell you Jesus is going to heal him and you're going to bring healing to this community she goes You're right our pastor is really sick he's really sick right now and they and the doctors don't know what's wrong with him and all this stuff so I gave him the word everything well that Pastor started raising up his church exploded and then uh it fell because he committed adultery on his wife just things like that so I have these words and I and I give them but the Lord wants to do but they and so I've just been obedient it happens all the time I want you to pray for this person go and do this so I've developed a relationship with him I developed and I keep working it then he said keep praying and cleaning these toilets like I said 90 toilets three times a week this was a mega church huge Church where I worked and so I cleaned him I go in there I clean them all by myself on a Saturday morning I clean them all by myself on a Sunday night clean them all by myself on Wednesdays a lot of times clean the floors waxing the floors bumping the force keep doing it I said Lord I'm doing what you've asked me to do but he said well you're not doing it in obedience to be willing and obedient we'll eat the good of land you're you're not you're doing you've been obedient but you're not willing to do it you're complaining in your heart towards me I said when are you going to release me from this he said when you can do it with full Joy unto me I'll release you from this do it unto me ah I said I can't do it Lord I keep doing this is terrible I don't want to clean these toilets anymore I do not want to wax these floors year after year after year after year finally I told you about my little girl we had our little girl it took me even further down to the bottom of the ocean I thought I was with all that happening all that I told you about my little girl in the previous video all that's going on I'm cleaning the bathrooms I'm submitting to the pastor I'm praying for him even if I don't agree with what he's preaching the Lord said honor him do not touch him with your words pray for him and honor him and respect him even if you don't agree but you have to not only do it with words you have to do with your heart are you kidding me I said Lord I do this is this the hard thing I've ever been through in my life you want me to do this with my little girl everything's falling apart now you want me to honor this man with my words and my heart not complaining about cleaning these bathrooms not complaining about my boss that's treating me like trash every single day trying to get me fired trying to conspire against me because I could see in the spirit I could warn things that was going to happen I would warn uh the pastor of the church to what was going on and I would and so I started to develop in a relationship with him the pastor and it took years of building a relationship and so then they said hey they came to me and they said hey we know you can pray people tell us all the time you're laying hands on people they're getting healed and um so I started building a reputation of hey if you if Brandon prays for you the Lord's going to heal you so people in the staff started coming to me hey I've got a major migraine today would you pray for me the power of God going to and delivering from a headache hey I'm fixing to sing on the stage would you pray for me I have laryngitis will you pray for me boom power God hit him they God on they would start singing to BL to get through the service it became a process I'm the janitor that was cleaning and doing everything then people of which witchcraft uh want to get free come in there get healed none of them knew how to deliver anybody from a devil they'd come and get me I'm cleaning the toilets and church or vomit spill or whatever from somebody getting sick and they come and tell them hey we got to have you in the back in the alts room a witch just gave her heart to Jesus Christ and she's flipping out and we don't know what to do with her because she's growling and manifesting all back there can you come back here and cast The Devil out of her because none of us know how to do it so I said are you kidding me you are a pastor's it was kind of an arrogance thing on my part because I was just like whatever you're coming to get me to do your job but I just said okay fine so I had to be humble and I just say okay I'll pray for her so I'll go down there and start casting Devils out of her they come back there and say listen you're taking too long and it's getting it's too loud can you get her to be a little bit more quieter because she's causing it to distraction in church and she's growling and everything so I said listen you deal with it then you know so because I was already irritated about my circumstances and so lo and behold this went clear on until about 11 30 at night and so the pasture when the pastors came in there and said can you tell them to hurt the Devils to hurry up and get out because I'm ready to go home and eat I don't want to be here anymore I said go ahead and go on and go home I've got the alarm code and it'll and the key don't worry about it I'm going to get this girl set free so lo and behold they all left you know that's the way things went I started getting a reputation that's the way I live my faith I believe God is a deliverer I believe God Is A Healer and regardless of my circumstances and what's going on around me he is a good god and so they let me start doing prayer so I started doing Saturday morning prayer whenever the main prayer lady was gone so I lead prayer the presence of God would fill that whole atmosphere and people wouldn't move because the power God would settle in so strong whenever we would do prayer it was nothing about me it has everything to do about Jesus I want to let you know if God will use me he will use you I'm telling you I'm nothing special I'm just telling you what just being obedient to whatever what the Lord's told me to do so I just keep clean toilets 10 years goes by on 3 of 13 the Lord says you're done three of O3 I was hired 3 of 13. He said you're done I want you to quit now I said are you serious I said I don't mind being here anymore he said yeah I know that's why you're released two a year ago goes by he releases me I stopped praying I'd start being a part of doing that or so I'm going to do something different with your life now so I uh stopped doing it six months goes by and the pastor Falls in an adulterous Affair and the church falls it was a very hard thing for me because I thought man this is terrible I warned him about all the things that were coming prophetically I warned him about all of it and he still didn't listen spent years telling him and you know what I did my job I did my job I did it and I honored him I prayed for him and I did everything I could do um so the Lord said I want you to do something different so I thought man I'm going to get in Ministry now nope daughter's still overcoming things are falling apart lord said I want you to start doing business stuff I'm done I don't want you to be in Ministry anymore I want you to I want you to do something different with your life Brandon I said are you kidding me I've had all these words Lords you've given me about Ministry he said I'm going to take you a different direction now it's okay are you serving me I said yes so I put it all on the Shelf put Ministry on the Shelf I started working and trying to make money trying to he would give me ideas he said I would develop a relationship with him and I told you all about this we'd sit on the couch together and I practice the prophetic voice inside of me I started he'd tell me about scores of football games because it's just the way those little guy goes wolf Jesus is sitting on my couch I won't ask him about scores and about the games I'm going to talk to Jesus if he's you know whatever dude you don't have a clue you have no relationship with them at all I'm going to be real with you he is if you get real God got to get real with you these people that have all this religious Pharisees stuff going on inside of them they're never going to be used by him I'm telling you got to get real with God and God's God got to take you through the fire got to take you through trials and tribulation to develop your character he'll take you through things and he'll he'll let you feel like you're going to drown but it keeps building up inside of you and he's trying to grow inside of you so that you have character because you have to die to self and a lot of people don't want to die to self you don't have character to handle the pressure of the anointing and the things going on your life so you go through some things and it's called the refiners fire and I'm telling you my Refiner's Fire was clean and poop clean and clean and vomit cleaning the baby's rooms and doing all this stuff for all together between the mega church and the mega Ministry I did it for uh 13 and a half years cleaning and cleaning and cleaning and to the point where my hands had calluses and sores all over my hands from chemicals and doing things okay so then he said so then he told me hey I don't want you to do any Ministry anymore I'm going to take you and do something different in your life I thought are you kidding me so I started uh so in the process of all this the pastor told my wife because my wife was very smart she had uh she graduated top of her class in high school so she was doing accounting and working at the church too and he told her he said if you go and get your degree I'll put your head over the accounting department so my wife started going to Oru doing this my daughter's overcoming autism we're pushing as hard as we can because we're tired of being broke and we want more we want more finances to be able to have a nice home we're living a shotgun rent house barely making it by it's terrible I'm just telling you we couldn't make our car payment we're living on food stamps so I we're doing everything we could so she's doing night school we're pushing as hard as we can doing it online doing all we could she gets her bachelor's degree in um business and counseling so she's still not done so she goes and she I help her and we get all the way through um her Masters and she gets her Masters in accounting everything's fine she makes a 4.0 through college her whole college she has a 4.0 she finishes her master's degree she does it all it was a lot of work my daughter's still overcoming autism we have a we have our son we have we get through all of it she we're finishing her College I'm cleaning barely making it the whole time and he falls morally and she's not able to get the job anymore so she has a masters in accounting and uh 4.0 all the degree we have all this stuff and the Lord says I'm going to do something different with your life so we started some do some business stuff and the Lord started blessing it he started doing this with us he started telling me where to go every day to find the stuff to do for our business I started listening to him everything seven years goes by seven years I've put the call completely on the Shelf and he starts telling me Brandon are you going to be obedient to what I've called you I want you to do YouTube channel so what are you serious I said Lord I'm doing good I'm enjoying doing this I'm listening to you every day on what to do with my finances this is what you want me to do with my life I said surely I'm missing it he I said it's this is kind of weird it's like back and forth so he says to me all that time I wanted to see if you were serving me or if you were serving the call now I have found that you're serving me and it's not just about the call you've been obedient to what I've called you to do every step of the way now get ready because I'm going to use minute put you in Ministry and I'm going to open a door for you and it's going to explode be obedient to what I've asked you to do and I'm going to the doors are going to fling wide right open for you for Ministry now because you I have found that you fear me and you fear what I've asked you to do you've been obedient and now I said Lord I don't want to do it because I said my little girl's still overcoming you want me to do a Ministry you want to do all this stuff I said I've ran from it I actually was relieved that he had told me to do business because I was thinking man because he had told me to invest in things and it was being successful Lord sort of blessing my hands big time and I was excited about it and I said man because For the First time we're able to actually uh pay our bills on time for the first time we're able to be able to not have to eat food stamp have food stamps it was embarrassing not be able to pay your bills to be able to pay your electric or your water your gas because you're so broke and every single time you get to the end of the paycheck you'd have to borrow on a credit card to get through because we're trying to pay for my daughter to go through therapy and we didn't have nothing we're broke dead broke working for the church and the Lord started like I said we got out of the church and my wife got out of uh college and we thought man it's going to we're going to be in the money now because she's got her master's degree nope nothing happened with the Master's Degree she still doesn't use her master's degree uh as of this moment and she has she's able to do taxes she'd be able to do her do everything she needs to do she is a lot of Education so this is the process we've been in our life I say all this to say I hope that was not boring I'm just trying to tell you where I come from it has been a lot of Trials there has been a lot of I don't know if we're going to make it standing every single paycheck standing and believing cleaning the bathrooms dying to self the trials and the trials and developing my relationship with him to the point of thinking man Lord if you're ever going to use me and then he tells me I'm not going to do that with you I want you to do something else and for years I think the promise is gone God doesn't want you to do it be a preacher he doesn't want you to do anything with like that I'm going to be a businessman and so all that to say this I'm here and that's where I'm at right now that that's that that is that's a lot of testimony of everything that I've been through up into today and so I'm here to tell you all about Jesus now on YouTube because that's what he's told me to do and I've been obedient to it so let me pray for you if you have a dream if you have um some kind of call on your life you feel God has put you once you to be a Ministry you don't know how to get there don't give up on it you know what I don't know where this is going to lead to I don't have any clue all I know is God told me to be on YouTube and you all are watching it and it's been very interesting for me because I like I now have 50 000 subscribers and I started out in uh and I believe it was February or whatever doing these videos and doing things and putting Ministry stuff on there and people started subscribing and also I'm going to breathe on it for you and that's exactly what he's done so I appreciate you all being a part of this you know I like I said I have no clue of where it's going to go all I know is is I wake up every day doing what I still doing my business stuff working and doing this whenever I have time to so um I just I just want to say thank you for helping and supporting me and being a part like I said I believe God has put healing in my hand I feel the fire in my fans when I pray for people it's there for a reason he told me one day I'll have 10 a tent and I'm going to go and set tents up and he wants me to put tents in a Tent Revival there's a great Revival about to happen with tents and people being healed I've seen it thank you for watching and I pray you all have a wonderful day put a song in your heart and a smile on your face Jesus loves you and we'll see you next time bye-bye